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1.07 AM,sleepytime.

This Is Not A Love Song

Brief summary of the week,been doing homework every single day yeah i'm a good girl now,i haven't felt this way before basically cuz in sec 1 and 2 i never did any homework.well the only holiday homework i haven't done is chinese cuz i practically HATE chinese but i have tuition on sunday she's gonna save me heehee

Peer leader was pretty tiring on tuesday,went to serene with huiqi after and some guy was ttly stalking us,asking for our number and email blablah.creepy.

Well basically during the week i've also been trying to read To Kill A Mockingbird but it's a failure.who the hell is stephanie crawford?

Andrea you are my life bb,i feel empty without you i guess we feel most lonely cuz none of 2se are in our classes but i still love you long time

Mm my social life is fucked,but not for long i'm gonna figure my life out and get it back on track cuz i feel smart with me getting a grip on all the a math haha

your taste is my attention

First day of school was pretty awkward cuz i didn't have serene eating or sleeping in class beside me and i'd sing to her and she'll say "omg shut up shyaza" haha and no ruijia to teach me math though im still hopeless at it hopefully i don't fuck up '09 like i did '08 and i miss 2se alot cuz now its 3dy without the girls haha oh talked to serene and wanqi during break and i really pity tricia and serene "ok we need to do some rearrangements" and swati moves them to the front "ok we are done" HAHAHA

oh xinmin aisyah rachel and sandra are sitting in front of me pretty awesome,my teachers are kavita and desilva which is pretty awesome too haha serene gets swati idk how she's gonna survive an entire year

Well peer leading was boring i mean i talk to the sec ones and they just stare at me like an asshole and it was ttly like i was talking to myself i talk and talk and talk and they just stare at me like they don't undertstand english i want to cry and during recess i say "go buy food" then i tell them what the stalls sell and some walk away and don't come back and some don't even move i have to say "go buy food" like 10 times then they'll go.then i went to the next table to talk to qing yi for abit and told them "why don't you guys talk" and when i came back it was like "-------------------" COMPLETE SILENCE they were just staring at each other or looking away idk how they do that for so long i mean its not like they hate each other or something i swear i wanted to kill myself thhey were all so anti

anyway i have loads of holiday hw to do lit and chinese are killing me i look at chinese and i practically go insane i hate chinese and huiqi is ttly crazy she wrote 600 word essays for each character for lit and mine are like 100 and 165 haha omg i have decided i'm pretty much destined to fail at most things in life i hate school but to succeed you haveta go to school so fuck that i just love the people its a great sc family and all but i barely passed my subjects last year and come on i was only sec 2 whats gna happen to me?!!?well,i'm fucked but folks thats reality
life sucks then you die

Currently All We Know Is Falling By Paramore see related

they're the ones who've seen enough,this is what you call love?

Happy New Year everyone :) should i be happy abt it?i'm leaving the past behind.
didn't manage to catch fireworks last night,the road was too jammed...
but to summarise 2008,pictures speak a thousand words

i've had my share of i-think-i'm-fucking-fat
but i'm more or less over that
i guess
victoria beckham my idol for life.

my stomach hurts like fuck now

oh my sisters were watching hi-5
sabrina:tim looks different.
sof:thats cuz it's a different person.
HAHAHA funnie.

my mom talked to me abt sex the other day
LOL
ttly awkward

spent the day with wanqi ytd
be there,or be square,yah??!?!?!
oh and i watched the noose for the first time ytd so funnie...
then my mom fetched and counted down with my family

oh im watching the marina bay countdown thingy cuz i missed it last night
the barberella part fucking funnie!!!!!!!!!luff till it hurts

Currently Saosin By Saosin see related

Oh i'm in 3DY.ANYONE ELSE??wanqi bbcakes and sarah are going to 3GY i'm sad...probably cuz theyre in higher chinese and im in normal.fuck that. ))))): i want to cry.serene and tricia going GR,andrea's going PR..i still luv you guyz.i'm going to miss 2SE.
tricia:i cant believe she broke up with that tattoo guy
you and your stupid jokes.haha.

Yesterday i went to my mom's lab to scrub pots for 2 fucking hours.sounds funny but ITS NOT.tiring like some shit and today i went again but i didn't do the cleaners job i moved things from -20 degrees fridge to -80 degrees fridge.pretty cool.oh and we were on ecp and drove past the marina thingy and they released the wishing spheres!!so pretty i shouldve penned some.sniffsniff.now my wishes will never come true...

YEAH WELL i have lotslots of hw to do screw them all theres too much.wanqi going GY so we're not gonna be in the same shit together...fuck i want to scream.i should probably get started soon.soon.

serene why so notti dont want to do chinese...

haha i might start so at least ive put in effort.
WELL i havent smoked for 2 days!success success i love myself i have that much willpower.

yeah well anyway idk what to do now my life so boring oh i saved this message from wanqi before xmas haha fucking funny i started laughing like crap when i read it again

shyaza: wait uhh your party is school or crestar?
wanqi: DUH CRESTAR.you think hsb or our dear geophry teacher want to invite me

LOL HAHAHA SO FUNNIEEEEE.if youre taught by lai you'll get it.ttly

i think i'll watch troy now.luv that show best show in the world.as well as saving private ryan,titanic and all the fast and furious movies and stars wars isnt so bad but pretty stupid haha oh my fav cartoon definitely madagascar.FUNNIE.

schools starting in 2 days.should i be excited?idkidc lets just see.